Jaiden & Boyinaband - Empty (Official Music Video)

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  • Published on:  Friday, June 8, 2018
  • Thanks to Dave for approaching me with this idea and helping me step out of my tiny little comfort zone. (lyrics in description)
    Get the song on iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/empty-single/1396093848?app=music&ign-mpt=uo%3D4

    Behind the Scenes: https://www.faceclips.net/video/xR3hrZS2c0A/video.html
    Why I don't have a face reveal: https://www.faceclips.net/video/VhEATqXnXCI/video.html
    Support if you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder: https://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/help-support/contact-helpline


    Mirror mirror on the wall
    Tunnel vision on the flaws
    In the scale of things it’s unimportant
    So no talking but it’s still an intrusive thought

    Tried hard to correct it
    But nothing was effective
    No-one else seemed so obsessed with it, things were desperate
    Until the voice crept in

    I can help you, trust me, you’re ready

    It seemed dangerous
    But it said to have faith in it

    The secret is to just be empty

    Didn’t know if it was wise to listen
    But what could it hurt to try?

    And at first it was working
    But then things were emerging
    Cracked lips and Tired eyes
    I’m hungry with no appetite

    I’m shivering and shaking, and I tell myself it’s fine, but
    You can’t fool your body, you can only fool your mind, yuh

    I just need to be empty
    Hide from anybody who’ll prevent me
    Just fill up on water and shame
    No, I’m not hungry, I just ate

    I’ve developed a taste for this
    Endure the neverending ache
    Convince myself I’m in control and it’s not
    All that voice that makes me sick

    Inside it’s empty
    Ana- I know it’s wrong
    I’m looking but I can’t see myself

    Inside it’s empty
    Ana- I know it’s wrong
    But it’s so hard to stop it alone

    Been getting even worse
    All the days begin to merge
    Just a blurry haze and now it’s
    Almost second nature to ignore the urges

    Can’t trust my own nature
    Every calorie a failure
    Gotta push the intake down every day
    ‘Cause the voice comes back to say

    You want to eat? Bite your tongue

    Don’t want to stay an embarrassment
    just have to stomach it

    They don't know what you want
    A tug of war against common sense
    don’t wanna believe that I’ve overstepped

    But it’s so overwhelming
    And I hope no-one can tell
    ‘Cause the numbers keep decreasing
    This ordeal is becoming routine, check

    Arms back neck thighs Suck it in and Pinch my sides
    The scales are betraying me, the mirror is a lie, yeah

    It all comes down to numbers
    I know it’s wrong but
    Just because you know you’re colorblind
    doesn’t mean you can see the colors

    Fine, I admit I’m addicted
    But the hunger feels good, how do I quit this
    I know I could die, I’ve seen the statistics
    But the voice is with me through thick and thin

    I can reach out
    To someone not like me
    If you ask for help it doesn’t make you weak

    I can reach out
    ignore what the voice tells me
    I can help my mind learn to trust my body

    (dave is such a nice genuine guy i appreciate all he's done to help me. thank you dave!)
  • Source: https://youtu.be/36QMyiRAv-Y


  • Kitty Petal

    Kitty Petal

     an hour ago +1

    .... I think im straving my stomich is going crazy

  • Ethereal TM

    Ethereal TM

     an hour ago

    i like handwriting
    Dis song nice uwu

  • Joy Teo

    Joy Teo

     2 hours ago +1

    Thanks I was going though the same thing and this stoped it

  • sweet cookie music

    sweet cookie music

     2 hours ago


  • Cookies And Rainbows

    Cookies And Rainbows

     4 hours ago

    Warning: flashing lights

  • c o f f e e m i n

    c o f f e e m i n

     5 hours ago

    I love this song.

    Im not lying, but who doSenT lIke ThiS soNgGgG?1?1!1?1?

  • Amara Arielle

    Amara Arielle

     5 hours ago



  • JelloDD09


     5 hours ago

    100% cringe lol

  • Weirdness Child

    Weirdness Child

     6 hours ago

    The sad thing is that I recognized some of the symptoms and googled them to find out I have some of them

  • arianna mogu

    arianna mogu

     9 hours ago

    i never really understood this song when it came out. i mean i knew it was about anorexia and stuff but i never related or understood why people starved themselves until now. i am now very self conscious about my body and have started restricting myself and sometimes skipping meals not so long ago. i only started maybe a month ago. my parents and friends aren’t so aware or at least i don’t think so. what do i do?

  • Lan-Nhi N.

    Lan-Nhi N.

     9 hours ago +1

    this was deep

  • Tóth Zsófia

    Tóth Zsófia

     10 hours ago

    this way a year ago, im so proud of you Jaiden <3

  • Artistic Beginer101

    Artistic Beginer101

     10 hours ago

    This was my favorite song now! But also the saddest song but yes sometimes I don't eat because I think somtimes I'm fat but the truth is no one is alone and never be afraid

  • Cranberry Sauce

    Cranberry Sauce

     11 hours ago

    Everone please give on Jaiden's video a like and Jaiden if you see this I just want you to know that thank you for being a YouTuber and being my favorite YouTuber. Also thank you for making videos because I get upset everday for nothing and your vidoes help me calm down. So thank and I hope you can be happy.
    I wanted to say this cus I want you to be happier.

  • Luna’s gang

    Luna’s gang

     11 hours ago

    I love your videos Jaiden keep up the good work ❤️

  • CrazyK’s World

    CrazyK’s World

     11 hours ago

    “The scales are betraying me! The mirror is a lie!!!!!”

    Okay but like- that was relatable

  • moon wolf

    moon wolf

     12 hours ago

    The truth tho...

  • galixy girl

    galixy girl

     12 hours ago +1

    Jardine you are amazing. you can be much more. Jardine I Woch's your videos wen I woch'st your fase revel i was crying i was saying Jardine don't do this you are pretty your amazing. I'll say more later. remember you are amazing. Okay. Promise me okay. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

  • SpeechWithSarah


     12 hours ago

    Mirror mirror on the wall

  • alexa portillo

    alexa portillo

     13 hours ago

    I feel bad for people who go through this and most gifts feel like this I don’t but it’s probably super hard and if you’re someone who feels like this please ask for help like it said so in the song it’s not healthy and can cause a lot of damage to your health and if you see or know somebody who is going through this help them.thank you 😊