Losing the Battle

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  • Published on:  Wednesday, July 25, 2018
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    We've had a lot of ups and downs over the years, but today is, without question, the saddest day in the history of the Theorist community. We've lost a friend and team member, Ronnie "Oni" Edwards. For those who don't know, Ronnie has worked on this channel longer than anyone, hosting his own show as well as editing a HUGE number of the videos you've watched. In six years of working together, he contributed so much to what The Game Theorists is today. His loss is one that comes after years of him bravely working to move beyond the trauma of his past, fighting an internal battle every day, a battle that eventually became too much for him. This video is to honor his memory and remind everyone out there who also struggles with anxiety, depression, and suicidal thoughts to reach out and keep talking because YOU ARE NOT ALONE...even when it feels like you are.

    We'll miss you, Ronnie.

    Digressing and Sidequesting: https://bit.ly/1rxBUgz
  • Source: https://youtu.be/cWTEE4SkCLY


  • Tobuscus

     (Jul 28, 2018)

    I am so sorry for your loss. Rest in peace, Ronnie, <3

  • arinzuu101

     (6 days ago)

    +Eyes Split he's not tying to make it funny you bastard

  • Chris Griffin

     (Jan 24, 2019)

    It still hurts me in the feels

  • Jørgen Raun Boné

     (4 days ago)

    MyNameJeff it kan be discused

  • MyNameJeff

     (6 days ago)

    He exploited his dead friend for views

  • VladTGM

     (Jan 25, 2019)

    It was So beautiful...,,Nuf’ said.” -Stan Lee

  • DS Gameplays

     (4 days ago)


  • Eos Zelich

     (Mar 14, 2019)

    Stan lee! Not u too! 😭

  • Mandm0721

     (Jan 25, 2019)

    So. I don’t normally comment on videos but I feel the need to say this. I suffer from depression and anxiety. I had a close friend of mine commit suicide 4 years ago and, to this day, I still believe it was my fault. I know a lot of people may tell you “Sorry for your loss” or “I’m here for you” but none of the most positive or motivational speeches that have ever existed can fill an aching hole in your heart left by the loss of someone very dear to you. I know you may be thinking about what you coul...

  • Kim Rose

     (5 days ago)

    +yanir gesser I Agree! Keep Living! God Bless You! :)

  • Kim Rose

     (5 days ago)

    +Theo Benavente Love You Too! God Bless You! :)

  • Pichu Bros815

     (Feb 1, 2019)

    1 like= 1 hug for matpat

  • Sonny Maviano

     (6 days ago)

    +Poké Alaind I no right

  • Poké Alaind

     (6 days ago)

    Are you actually abusing a death for likes?

  • Screen Rant

     (Jul 27, 2018)

    So sorry for your loss, Mat. Wishing you all the best from the SR team.

  • Angel Gonzalez

     (Feb 17, 2019)

    zion belfield it’s okay I’m going to hell anyway so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

  • Ákos Ragályi

     (Jan 28, 2019)

    I seriously doubt anybody will ever read this comment. If there is just one of you,Hi! Nice of you to join me. You should know i'm not in my best position at the moment and i am pretty drunk right now. I just need to get some things off my chest.I think it all started two years ago. You know about the Verona bus crash? If you dont, it was a bus full of kids from a school and their teachers coming home from a ski trip, when near Verona, the bus crashed into the pillars of an overhead bridge on a high...

  • Dávid Bató

     (5 days ago)

    Ákos, amikor mi hallottuk a híreket másnap a suliban, ugyanezt éreztük. Anya reggel sírva ébresztett, és mondta, hogy mi történt éjszaka. Sokan nem tudták még és az órákon kapták meg a híreket...sokunknak barátai, volt osztálytársai vesztek oda a buszbalesetben(Fazekasba járok) . Leírhatatlan, de túl kellett rajta lennünk. Nekem csak az segített, ha beszéltem valakivel. Ha még mindig érzel valamit, amit már nem kéne, keres fel facebookon, ha más nem én itt vagyok.Dávid

  • RiSe Typhoon

     (6 days ago)


  • Lauryn Smith

     (Jan 26, 2019)

    Who else is here after he said he lost 1.7 million dollars?Edit: I am so sorry that some of you think that I don’t care about his deathI do sincerely take feel the pain and sadness and I expressed that in a comment that is way back in the commentsI was just curious about who came back after the sad events of what happened.I hope that you all who thought I don’t care and just want likes well I hope you forgive me about the way you thought of me.My sincere apologies but now you know that I d...

  • Eos Zelich

     (Mar 14, 2019)

    When matpat sits on his couch without his wife you know he’s gonna talk about something serious and sad

  • Caitlyn Williams

     (Mar 10, 2019)

    Lauryn Smith don't worry about the haters

  • Lola Gacha

     (Jan 26, 2019)

    How could someone have the heart to hit the dislike button!

  • Itzlollyfox

     (2 days ago)

    I think the people who disliked actually disliked this video, they disliked the loss...

  • AOT Girl11

     (Jan 26, 2019)

    Right okay, so I’ve seen a few comments telling people to commit suicide. I’m not gonna mention any names, but that is unacceptable! Even if they are mean you should never, EVER, tell someone to end their life. This comment might get ignored but please, don’t give up on hope. I’ve lost a friend to suicide, and it’s unbearable at first, but you CAN get through it. So please, live your life to the fullest, don’t give up on your loved ones. And Mat, we are all here for you, and we are sorry for your loss....

  • Jørgen Raun Boné

     (4 days ago)

    the Stevens Kids dont report its just a Way kids make Them selves feel better

  • Jørgen Raun Boné

     (4 days ago)

    Selin Naz Sur not thats its ok but 90% of the time its a joke chillax